Though I'm a full-time actor, writing is what grounds me. I usually pen (or keyboard, rather) short stories, poetry, or sketches- some which I'll tape and post as videos. The majority of my ramblings can be found on my blog, Learning To Breathe. I hope you enjoy the poems I've posted (and watch the Spoken Word ones on YouTube). My purpose of writing is to ignite conversation. So, let's talk!
First class is blocked by a see-through curtain-
Thin enough to veil only subtle differences.
All eight seats are filled by unrecognizable, financially sound sleepers
Whose backs have faced the majority before.
Although cramped in 9E (a middle seat- even at 6' 7” I refuse to pay extra for the exit row),
My eyes find humor in SkyMall
But are distracted by a bearded gentleman a few seats in front of me.
This gentleman looks like he just came back from the North Pole-
Either Santa's illegitimate brother or an aged Grizzly Adams.
To say he looks out of place is redundant.
His eyes are a mixture of attentiveness and confusion.
I hope security didn't confiscate his hunting knife.
He stares through that see-through curtain and into first class-
Not his idea of luxury.
He rotates his gaze to the sun streaming through the oval window and smiles.
Morning is beautiful when allowed to interrupt routine.
But unlike the Wilderness Survivor's window-seat neighbor
(Who sleepily shields himself from the morning heat by pulling down the shade),
Breathing in beauty IS routine.
On his left, he observes a college-aged guy with ear-muff earphones engrossed in an iPad,
The old man's creased face reads
Give me an unpopulated forest, pipe, honest conversation, and I am content...
None of which can be found on his fellow flyer's To Do List.
The old prospector might not have time on his side, but may just take a train when he travels next-
Romance trumps convenience.
The sleepers surrounding him are not necessarily dreamers.
But while jettisoning in the sky like an overweight bird,
Reality usually doesn't care if it chats with fact.
Truth is, technology and nature don't butt heads,
They aren't even on the same plane.
“Yeah, I love Zooey Deschanel!”
“And I hear she gives a lot of money to charity!”
“She's so funny!”
“I watch her every week- I make sure I don't miss her!”
Ms. Deschanel wouldn't say the same about you.
What if we started admiring people we know?
Not Facebook know,
“Erin's hilarious! And she's such a good friend!”
Post it and see how many “Likes” accumulate.
Talking behind backs could be a good thing.
Celebrity means visibility,
Being there means...
Rejecting a hug is a strange feeling.
I was chatting to acquaintances after a night of improv
When out of nowhere
A large black man with a scuffed white t-shirt, wild hair and a sleepy smile
Is suddenly standing beside me-
I ignore him.
He gets uncomfortably closer.
I glance over expecting to recognize him or see him begging for money.
I quickly take a step back, realizing neither scenario is true.
He advances again and his large hand carelessly grazing the stomach of my shirt.
I remove myself from his perimeter and our group walks away.
The man is left watching us as he holds himself up against the railing.
“You just missed a chance at getting laid”
An acquaintance joked.
My intuition agreed...
But what if
All he wanted was a
Not yet anyway.
Wait ‘til life catches up.
Wait ‘til feelings end abrupt.
Wait ‘til images corrupt.
Wait ‘til emotions wear thin.
Wait ‘til being left out
Fades desire to be let in.
Wait ‘til the realization of sin.
Drawn on smile.
Flushed pale skin.
Should we begin?
To laugh at her sadness,
Mock her happiness,
Bury her with social stress,
Ignore her beauty-
See through flesh
And into her sea green eyes,
Rather than focus on her plain clothes
Or crooked nose…
Behind her absence of energy
And expression that’s never there
And short, straight, matted hair-
There is a soul shouting,
Needing to be heard,
But is suffocated
By eyes and word.